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because it ain't necessarily so
Foreword.


I am forced by the passing of time, the transition of life stages, and the expectations of society to grow up and to behave like a "grown-up" (whatever that would constitute). But here, I would just be a little childish, a little self-centered, a little irresponsible, a little too honest but also a little too pretentious.

24, and still counting.



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Kept all my past posts intact because my past was what made me, me. Deleting them doesn't change who I am so I revisit my memories sometimes, to learn and to laugh at my past mistakes.

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sometimes , all you need is a little faith
Saturday, May 18, 2013 | 11:41 PM



I promised this little girl of mine that i will blog about our moments together . Hahha . So that photo was taken on 150513 , Wednesday , taken in the Science Center . Decided to go because i happened to have free tickets (or so i thought , but i will explain that later) , and i'm really really glad i asked her . P: Firstly it's because i'm lesbian and has always been in love with her . Hahahah kidding about the former part , i love guys too much to be lesbian i think . :p Anyways , i'm really glad i asked her because she always always makes me feel wanted , needed and appreciated . Even before we went , she was as excited as me for going ! I mean , come on , which other 17-years-old would tell you that she's very eggcited to go science center with you ?! :P

Anyways , so we went , despite the tiredness (i know there's no such word for it but let me be!) of school , we were quite high about it . Oh and before i forget , even the trip there ishh eggciting LOL met Jovi on the bus then we encountered this unstable uncle who was singing hokkien songs at the top of his lungs and tell people to relax and not to worry about it (about him i guess) . HOW TO NOT WORRY ?! Personal fear for this kind of things cause i've been hit on by too many of them . Well , literally . So , me and Rio went , full of expectations , then the counter girl told us that the free tix ishh for Omni-Theatre only . -Heart Attack- /Life shorten by 10 years/

But of course , from the photos it showed that we've went in ! Hahha . Turns out that RVHS ishh a member of Science Center so dear RVians , as long as you are wearing your uniform , you cans get the tix to go in at the counter for free !! And THAT saves you 10 bucks ! -Auntie mood kicks in- Well , in we go , cooler than the students that came with their school :P ! Our first section was the physics section . Drop physics means i forget nearly everything about physics le so Rio Teacher mood kicks in and i got the lesson of my life ! Made me realize that i still got some physics knowledge after all . P: We both agreed tho , that the more fun exhibitions (or whatever you call that) , are the interactive ones .


To those who say how cans Science center be possibly fun , that we are lame and childish ? I say , poor you who cant find the right person to hang with :p i admit , science center wasn't as fun as i remembered it to be when i was a kid , i admit that there are moments that when i was there i will get bored of it and i admit that science center has lost its once mysterious and eggciting atmosphere . But i confess , that because of Rio , i really had alot of fun ! I confess that i had wanted to stay longer there with her and play more if only time permits . And i confess , that next time , i'm gonna bring that little girl to the zoo maybe ? :P (P.S. i cans call her little cause her birthday in Dec and mine's in Jan) and if i make it sound like i'm lesbian , it's just that i really really love my friends , especially her , alot alot . :D And it's mutual feelings for them too i know de . :))

Anyways , if you are indeed inspired by us to go after reading this , you must try out this stimulation of an earthquake too ! It's somewhere inside , sorry we were having too much fun to remember to take a photo . LOL ! Okays in case you accuse me of giving that exhibition more credit than it deserve , the earthquake actually feels like the shaking of the MRT but we both found it entertaining (and amusing that no one seem to try it other than us!? O.O i think only smart people knows how to function the stuffs there :P HEH) . LOL ! Btw it truly madly deeply really matters who you do what with oggays ? :x Hmm and we also had fun touching and fiddling with everything in sight -Itchy Hands- , making noise , attracting attention , creating commotion , acting like bimbos , which really make us forget in that few short hours , the stress of school life and the tough school work . THIS ishh JC life guise , not secondary school life anymore :)

I did mention that we have got free tix to Omni-Theatre movie too right ? Hahah . So we caught a show at 5pm called the Flight of The Butterflies and we amused ourselves at the thought of how horrified Amy would be if she was there with us . Strangle us to death maybe ? (if we make her watch this) Hahahha . It may sound lame agains but people has under-rated Omni-Theatre ! It's extremely high-def and educational , although it has the same boring intro since forever , the sound system ishh good . You'll feel like you're pulled into the screen at times too . I remember scenes that showed butterflies flying and i felt like i was right there dancing with them - yes very dizzzy LOL . It was a pity though , that we were not the only ones in the theater . We could've owned that place !! -Evil girns of Teh Ah-


Well , we ended the day with a splash at the Water Works - the mini water playing area at science center . Okays it wasn't entirely a splash , next time you pass by folks , dont be fooled by the screams of happiness of the little kids playing there ! It may be fun when you were young but truly , it's not that eggciting anymore ! If wana , just go Wild Wild Wet or this water place with the big slides and lazy river near Lakeside there . The reno has been completed but i haven't been there since forever . :( hints hints jio me please someone :P Anyways , back to the Science Center post , well , we played with the water a little and had KFC at Jcube . There , proper ending . :D I love Rio . There , happy ending . Hahaha

Well , i had wanted to post about this PE session i had on Friday too . If i aint wrong , it was also the morning which the national anthem had some technical problems during the morning assembly . I would also like to point out that i heard purple house sing the national anthem clearly though softly , but we were singing together though . But the teachers said no one sang . :( -The accused and sad feels accused and sad- And for the rest of the day we just get scolded by different teachers about how we are not respecting the country . ... Feeling more accused the more i think about it . Cause personally , i'm truly madly deeply really furiously proud of Singapore .

Even if i always claim to want to migrate , i still think Singapore ishh quite safe and ideal to live in other than some ridiculous food prices .... Especially since i eat so much , the ever-escalating food prices ishh making a huge impact on my stomach D: Anyways , i've also just signed up for this year's NDP CIP , has been filled with patriotism and then i just have to remember being accused like this ! Hais . I'm looking forward to this CIP alot btw :P Handsome boys that has been hiding from me !! Here i come !! Hahha just kidding . Damn . I think this post actually makes me sound quite desperate . What the heck . LOL . But with this CIP , i think cans clock at least 60 hours on top of my 20 plus hours that i already had . :)) ! I think even after i graduate from JC and CIP ishh no longer necessary , i will still engage in voluntarism . P:


Photo from last year when i was volunteering at Scape with Amy for Halloween and this ishh the behind the scene . LOL Though we had wanted to make our face painted like zombies , I think we look more like our face had been ran over instead . LOL . Anyways , back to the PE session I wanted to write about two paragraphs ago . Nowadays , PE has been playing captains ball and I think the last time I seriously trained was during NAPFA . But captains ball , if played properly , actually also test the stamina too . ... :O People who says that games like captains ball ishh easy , it's just because you din push yourself to your limits and play properly to your best , for your team yet .

Speaking of teams ,the reason why i wanted to post about this particular session was because , for one of the rare times , we are playing against some of our own classmates and fighting along with other people from other class . Well ... Surprisingly had a lot of fun and i had love the moments on court . :) Personally like the feeling of attacking and getting the ball from other people . Maybe because it's like the feeling of getting something that you initially cant have or you thought you couldn't grasp . But when you got the ball and realize that if you really really run and reach out very hard for it , you could get it after all . ^^ I like the feeling of the non-stop running , snatching , throwing , scoring , and cheering (Btw we are called PI-GU-NIU-NIU . haha . cute mah?) :P

Anyways , there were a lot of moments when i felt like stopping when it was getting too hard to breath and when i felt like my legs are really breaking . But when i slowed down and i see the opponent teams getting the ball , and my own team mates running harder than me for the ball . Somehow , my legs moved faster than my brain did and my hands was reaching out faster than my heart did . If someone were to ask me , what do you live for , i would say , "For people" . I want to help people . Personal beliefs that it's more meaningful to live for others than for yourself . Please dont argue with me for this one , i really dont wanna be convinced out of it or else i would really have no meaning in life . I think . :/ Future dream ishh something like Social Work too . IF the money i earn ishh enough to fill this endless pit of mine ...


Photo from RV Sports Day (actually more like House Dance Competition Day) with le 4J babies . I realize I din blog about that day . ... Not that I cans do so now because i cant remember what happened other than band after that and i'm already writing too much in this post already . GAHHH . Anyways , to sum up the post about the PE session , about playing on the court or in the fields . I think the best thing about sports , ishh not the scoring (yes let me be cliche cause i wanna be normal for once ! LOL) , the winning (though it's a necessary cheer-you-up) , it's the eye contact you made with your team mates (even if they were strangers just 15 minutes ago) , the mutual trust , the unwavering faith , the understanding and the charisma with each other . " The moment the ball left your hand and fell into your team mate's hands yet , it still feels like it's in your hands . I guess , that's when you know , that you guys are one . One Team . "

The quote in italics ishh one that i just came up with on the spot . So if you think it's good (if you cans even GET what it means anyways... too many people say they dont understand me le , haish) and wanna quote me , credit me pleaseeeee . Shameless Teh Ah gotta be shameless because she cans (even though she might be overrating her own brilliance) ! /Hmphs/ Anyways , yesterday was friday and it was also ReVel Fest night and it was a last minute decision to go . I'm glad i went . Ever since the last lesson , which was mass lecture , cans already feel the atmosphere of the batch getting nervous and eggcited for the night . Actually .... thinking about it makes me emotional and tired . I'll leave this for next time alright (it's gonna be really long and might get painful anyways) my FAITHful stalkers ? :) Thanks for reading and coming this far with me . WAIT FOR MY RETURN !! Loves .


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