I am forced by the passing of time, the transition of life stages, and the expectations of society to grow up and to behave like a "grown-up" (whatever that would constitute). But here, I would just be a little childish, a little self-centered, a little irresponsible, a little too honest but also a little too pretentious.

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Kept all my past posts intact because my past was what made me, me. Deleting them doesn't change who I am so I revisit my memories sometimes, to learn and to laugh at my past mistakes.

(Just kidding, I revert some posts to drafts because I'm utterly embarrassed.)


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Designed by: Ahting

Credits to shirley for this amazing Polaroid which she took for me when i went to watch Othello with her . Which was wednesday last week since i forgot to mention . :X and also happen to be vanessa , now that took some taking use to , i mean brangelina (yes i am aware that she stalks me) :p anyways , it was also brangelina's birthday and i was really happy to see her so happy with her hello kitty balloon , her fav boy boy and cake and two (self-proclaimed) sweet girlfriends aka me and shirley to spend her special night with her . Although the night was creepy (yes i will explain how the three genius girls manage to creep themselves out in the next para) , i din have such a special and with a wonderful atmosphere night in a long long time . Many loves :D

Any hows , Othello was a lit play and me and shirley realize what folly we committed to rush to this play in heels only to be swept with confusion about the whole play . LOL although i do grasp what was going on here and there , halfway through , brangelina , suddenly reminded us that fort canning used to be a graveyard too . WHAT A GREAT THING TO TELL YOUR FRIENDS IN THE MIDDLE OF A WAR PLAY AT 8PM , AT A GROUND FILLED WITH STRANGERS RIGHT ?! Well , and genius yours truly just have to add on how she has once seen this ghost buster show in which the ghost busters reenacted a famous war scene at that war place to awaken the ghost . FYI , Othello ishh as war-like as cans be . And to refresh your mind , dear readers , cause teh ah ishh as helpful as cans be , yours truly loves scaring people but deep inside ishh very hum de . :) So ... we left the play in a hurry but not before donating our mats to the seniors behind us cause we're nice like that ^^

Hasnt been going out alot lately because yours truly has been mugging seriously . Mugging so hard that she fell behind the trends on social network :( there had been this trend that goes #WhatPubertyDidToMe so after my lagging of three (?) days , i went to uncover many old photos of me . Of course , the glamorous ones would naturally be posted onto social network to get the "likes" ? LOL although i'm half sure the unglam ones will receive more likes but well , my humorous side will be left to all of the loyal stalkers of my blog and i shall attempt to keep my reputation on social network strong P: For the next photo , the left one ishh taken when i was in K2 , i think 6 ? and the right side one ishh taken last year , when i was 16 .


So as you cans see , i was highly involved in witchcraft in my younger days but in an attempt to not be burnt to death i have been advocating peace (explaining the photo please be patience with my vivid imagination cause i just have to show them off once in a while) ... truth be told i LOL-ed at my own photos .... OKAYS ANYWAYS , the 6 year old one was taken during my graduation performance from my kindergarten in which i was Alice in "Alice in Wonderland" :P And 10 years later , the picture ishh taken during a CIP (though they call it VIA now , since it's last year i should honor the CIP name :p ) at Istana which yours truly assist in touring the Singapore's "White House" . ... Well , the house ISHH white alright !

In terms of changes .... i think i'm still as ridiculous as ever ... LOL The next photo (below this paragraph) , explains my sanity from young and how well i've been hiding it as i grow older . (and agains , advocating peace as shown by the hand peace sign) LOL . I realize i really do look crazy when i was younger LOL . Which also explains my BOOMZ (look at the below photo de left side when you read BOOMZ please) . Hahahahha . Now i still BOOMZ but i now i also have a facade of glam-ness . Whenever we do confessions-like thing , or the summarize yours truly in one word kind of thing , i also get words like "crazy" , "mad" , "hyper" and well ... mainly "crazy" . PEOPLE KNOWS ME TOO WELL DESPITE MY COVER-UP MAN !! T.T On the other hand , i'm touched that you guys understands me :') ... or at least find a reason that i cans agree to for not understanding me ....


So , speaking of personalities , i remember the times when there were introductory games and people have to say an interesting thing about themselves so that others cans rmb them better right ? I've no idea why this during the start of the year , during chem , when my teacher ask me to say an interesting thing about myself , i went to say "i cant stand people shaking legs" . Though it's true , i only realize how much of a weirdo i've sounded like after i sat down . LOL . And from then on , i've been stopping people shaking legs . :) Teh Ah ishh true to her words no matter how ridiculous they sounded ! :P

Okays anyways , my point of starting that topic was , once during this speech and drama , we were asked to describe ourselves using something else and i said , "Tornado" . Now you might be thinking how apt that ishh and envy me for being able to understand myself so well , all i cans say ishh , I KNOW RIGHT ?! hahahha just kidding ! anyways , i said that i was a tornado because i'm disastrous and it's impossible to not notice me . I make my entrance , impact-ful and strong and then leave , with everything else in a mess , taking away what used to be there . But while everyone else see how crazy i am on the outside , deep inside , like a tornado eye , i'm calm .

Cause despite how panicky i may sound or look , i'm actually quite a calm person , having thought of all the consequences (even if there might be negative effects) , if i were to go through with my decision , there ishh no turning back and i will remain firm . And calm . ... Or at least thats how i try to convince myself ... LOL ! Personally , i think that i'm quite an organized person and though i'm only motivated at the spur of the moment , when i get down to it i realize actually ... i cans do it de . BUT now i really lacks motivation . :( Confessions : i really want to fall in love agains . And this time , i hope it'd be right guy , right time . :X


Thought i sounded depressing so here's my bright smile to cheer you up. LOL ! yeap i'm still doing the then and now thing . HAHAHAHHA Anyways , i realize that since young i've this rosy cheeks thingy whenever i smile / grin . LOL ! like ... dont you think my cheeks are too round ? :x Yes i know i know , the face too but i think it's my baby fats problem ! /push blame to baby fats instead of true cause which ishh love for food/ And how to tell whether the smile ishh real , must see the eyes ! :x ... why did i just give myself away .... Lawls . I've nothing else to say cause i've been very no life recently . :( NAH Just kidding :p i'm just tired and lazy .
Who knows whats the truth anyways ,
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