Yesterday you said tomorrow ,
Wednesday, April 10, 2013 | 12:00 AM
Dont usually blog on school days but decided to all the same . Forgoing sleep . ... Actually opportunity cost too high le . LOL anyways , speaking of schools , the thing i hate most about JC is that we dont have a classroom of our own . :( Really lost the sense of belonging when you have to go from venues to venues instead of just staying in your class for lessons :( Although i love walking , it's not fun always walking in the same area and usually i'm too lazy in school to even move my sorry ass from the canteen to say , my year 4 classroom . And my love for food ishh no motivation especially since now i always pack food to school .
( P.S. if you dont know RV school layout , year four block nearest to canteen amongst the levels le ) :X
Speaking of school life , yours truly have been eating non-stop . LOL . No joke . I'm serious ! I'm not those kind of girls who lives in constant self-denial . Like when they apparently go home mug like siao then to say to their friends , "i never mug la" so that they cans have an advantage over their friends or to not have the mugger image . Nor am i like , "omg i eat too much" when in actual fact this person hardly eats because she ishh so conscious of her appearance . Oh im not talking about anyone in general but i've been blog-walking and seen well ... the Gen Y social norm :( Anyways , back to my eating habits . Here goes a normal day :
( was gonna have a graphical approach for this but i realize i dont have the leisure of time . sigh . ) Anyways , before i leave house , i will have half an apple , then when i reach school , i will either eat
1) chicken porridge with egg if i'm early or ;
2) fried rice when i'm really hungry or ;
3) egg muffin meal from mac if i'm feeling rich or just ;
4) the breakfast set with the teh tarik , toast bread and eggs
Then after i enjoyed my heavy breakfast in the canteen i will eat the breakfast i brought from home in the first period be it lecture or tutorial . Then the second period i will either kop snacks that my friend brought or i will eat my own snacks that i happen to bring . Then recess . I eat . After recess , i rest my tummy awhile then eat during lunch agains . Then eat sweets during lectures and tutorial . Then after school if i'm still hungry ... i will eat la ! And i'm constantly hungry . Idk . I can't decide whether i'm bored or i'm just hungry . LOL .And i think with the amount of walking from lessons to lessons , i manage to burn the calories and stay ABOUT the same size .
But if i continue eating like this ... CONFIRM WILL FAT DE D: and i havent even said what happen to dinner .... Okays enough about food . Back to school life . I feel like i still havent adjust yet and i better adjust soon or else ... But personally i prefer tutorial cause the class size ishh smaller . Cans feel closer to people and my ADHD (Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder) cans be more in check cause the places i cans walk around in ishh not very big ... LOL . Which gets irritating after i cant sit still for long . GOSH im so contradicting . Ishh it even possible to be lazy while having ADHD at the same time ? The former ishh like , i cant be bother to move while the latter ishh like , if i dont move , i will die !! LOL !
My attention span of a goldfish ishh also preventing me from listening to lectures :(( Yours truly will be listening for the first 20-30 mins then the next half of the lesson i'm either in La-La-Land or checking out my phone D: But i think this two behaviors ishh much better than talking to other people , not only distracting them but also disrupting others from listening in as well , which some inconsiderate girls have been doing in my econs and maths lectures .... Im not against people talking , im just against people talking AND THEN complaining that the teacher went too fast . Speaking of which , i must share this ,
Kaiwen : "Terence why you so smart , do so fast?!"
Terence : "Cause i dont spend my time bitching about the teacher"
HA IN YOUR FACE (this quote forever reminding me of Edwin LOL) you self-centered people at the back who makes alot of noise . We've come into an agreement that you cans make alot of noise about the teacher if you are half as smart as Terence !
Okays , another part of school ishh PE right ? So NAPFA was just over last week (yes body has been aching ever since) and the stations that i never have problems with suddenly becomes a problem this year . No wonder they say for girls our prime age ishh 14-16 . :( ... Have i known that i wouldve force myself to grow taller too ! :( But running has improved by a great deal and was faster than what i expected myself to be ! P: And i realize running takes a lot of perseverance ... Many a times , we're thinking that we can't run anymore but in actual fact it's just that we THINK we can't run anymore and wanna rest le . The key lies in ... Dont stop .
I've always told my juniors this when we're having PT . " Dont stop . Once you stop , it's harder for you to start and continue agains . " And it's true according to the mountain-climbing analogy . Once a mountain climber stop to rest , he or she will find it harder to start and go agains . I think it's cause your body ishh not that warmed up anymore and your muscles get sore blahblahblah but it also lies in the mentality i think . I always tell myself " Okays I have been running three rounds non-stop . Since I cans run three rounds non-stop , three more runs ishh not going to be a problem ! " How cans I tell myself that if I stop right ? :x And when you stop and lag behind by your friends too much , the gap would be demoralizing ... It will be hard to keep on pushing yourself and running ....
" When we're young , we just want to grow up faster ,
but now when we're older , we wish that we are young agains .
When you didn't have it , you ran so hard to chase after it ,
to get it , to posses it , to get a taste of it .
But now when you look at what you've lost for it ,
... It's already too late to turn back .
And how many times , have you force yourself not to turn back ,
as you slowly walk further and further away ... "
( If you're thinking of something that you didn't do as you read this ,
it's never too late .
But if you're thinking of someone as you read this ,
it's too late . )
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