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because it ain't necessarily so
Foreword.


I am forced by the passing of time, the transition of life stages, and the expectations of society to grow up and to behave like a "grown-up" (whatever that would constitute). But here, I would just be a little childish, a little self-centered, a little irresponsible, a little too honest but also a little too pretentious.

24, and still counting.



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Kept all my past posts intact because my past was what made me, me. Deleting them doesn't change who I am so I revisit my memories sometimes, to learn and to laugh at my past mistakes.

(Just kidding, I revert some posts to drafts because I'm utterly embarrassed.)


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you have my place to stay ,
Friday, November 23, 2012 | 9:40 PM



Went for sectionals today morning then met Amy and Gladys to go town find work . Apparently RV made it compulsory for the year 4 kiddos to have job / attachment / internship this holidays . However , when finding jobs , we're competing against fresh 16-year-olds who just finished their O's and could work till like Feb / Mar . So we're like less tempting to employers for we only have like , a month left :( And then , after our fellow batch mates of the country get their O's results ... They got a higher qualification than us ! T.T now my highest qualification ishh the same as my 12-year-old brother's ... and his results are looking better than mine ! D:

Was talking to my girls and i realize i do come up with touchy weird questions at the most random times . LOL . And we were walking around town and stuffs , pretty aimless and waste of time if one were to put it that way . But in this hectic world where people always seem to have other plans and stuffs , ( trust me , even I , find it hard to jio people out sometimes . People whom i really wanna catch up with so badly . Sigh . ) To be able to just hang out like this in town ( which DOES sounds kinda cool when you put it that way right ? ) , it doesn't make you smarter or more accomplished , but it sure makes you feel more ... Complete and happier . Cause with friends , there's no such thing as forever alone . For that's what a friend should be . ... Sounds legit ? :)

Anyways , during sectionals in the morning , Fengxian , who had been MIA-ing since like forever finally came ! LOL ! But pity there wasn't combines and our instruments are like all over the place in the tutorial rooms so it's hard to have a proper sectional too ... In the end we only played strokes and exchanged gossips and stalk people etc. Then as we were catching up on each other's life ( Sally , Fengxian and me ) , there came to a point when i think that i shouldn't be talking about some particular stuffs to him . Then he said : " Every time after you talk to me , i got judge you or treat you differently or look at you differently meh ? Tell me la ! I know you for 10 , eh 8 years already leh ! "

Then i realize . LOL he's actually right . And i also realize , actually i had HTHT ( heart-to-heart-talk ) with him a lot before , like exchanging heart-felt events and moments and talking about precious people ... Moreover , he's like the only other person in RV who came with me from BVPS . How do i put it . It's like he knows ( maybe not understand thoroughly but knows , ) the me from before , and know the changing me , and the me now . And up till now , i rmb we had one major fight ( like literally shout in the face those kind ) when we were in band in primary school . And another cold war this year cause apparently i made a bad decision for the juniors in percussion and he was very pissed about it ...

The first fight we ( as in , everyone who's there ) just kinda forgot about it / got over it . Like , it's not something that's etched clearly in mind but it's also something that one wont forget . I remember the reason why we fought though . LOL . :X But this cold war ... Lawls . i remember it was before we step down . But i haven't figure out why he avoiding me so during sectional talk for handover , i finally asked . For him to talk to me agains . LOL . First and last time i gonna cry so openly in RV tyvm . But i learnt , that for the people who really matters to you , whom you'll miss when they're not around , you should really really cherish them , and let them know that you care . ( From experience , apparently face-to-face more sincere and effective ! ... DUH . :P )

" Friends are not about who came first , or who you knew the longest . It's about who came , and never left . " Think this was the original quote ? But nevertheless , this ishh really sweet and meaningful yeah ? Wanted to post a photo of me and Fengxian then realize that we aint got no photo together . D: What an insult to a photo queen me ! LOL . Only got some section photo together kind of thing . Sigh . Oggays . New mission in life . Take AT LEAST a photo with him . LOLLOL . Needless to say , it's obvious and definite that people have changed alot . :x And i just realize that i've spent nearly an entire post talking about FX . LOL . I'm done . :P

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