Out of this world ,
Monday, November 19, 2012 | 11:55 AM
Could never be an active blogger as I’m running further and further away from my own thoughts and reality and I don’t really wanna write it down anymore . Everytime I look back at the past posts , everytime I’ll catch myself thinking , why did I used to think like that . And this quote pops into mind : “ It’s funny how each day , nothing changes but one day when you look back , everything had changed ” . Felt it yes yes ? Actually now I’ve this “The Right Word” by Robert Wiks in front of me and I’m studying the Psychology chapter on page 281 but as I search for terms on Google I somehow got distracted and now yours truly ishh here editing her blog and posting …
Anyways , a quick update to life . Yours truly had a horrible hospitalization experience last month and now have this phobia for hospital and needles . Call me brave or seriously dumb . Cause after that I went to apply for a job attachment at that particular hospital . On one hand , it is my interest to study psychology when I grow up so it’s good to start young . However , as I am also the patient , things are somehow getting tricky … But I really hope this will help in paving my path for the future . … Whatever that my future ishh anyways . Recently seeing a lot of people from my batch from my school having all their job thingy and work and cool-looking camps etc. and got me wondering what am I doing with my life man … Every year I say next year and every day I say tomorrow . And as I often say , “tomorrow never comes” …
I think I’m possibly being grounded till I’m like 21 or something due to family and trust issues . But I’ve truly wonderful friends who came over to my humble home and made the days of this holidays much more bearable . ^^ People who have dropped by are Alicia and Amy . LOL what a coincidence that both their names start with the letter A but okays that’s not the main point . I hope Christalle , Isabelle and Chenxi cans drop by too . Idk why I thought of them but I feel like hanging out with them loads . :/ But uh . I haven’t told them . … Anyways , it’s not true that I’m always stuck at home . Actually I do go out too and have done quite a bit of shopping this month . Love dressing up and going out . Trying to kick that bad habit though . I feel like I shouldn’t be wasting time anymore but yet I cant help it … 16 sounds young but at this age , many around the world have accomplishments whereas here I am still trying to improve my general knowledge .
Not really sure what to touch on about so here goes the photo story telling . (Click to enlarge)
The first photo ishh of my CID group minus Kar Leong . There’s David , me , Amy and Jiahui . During the last CID presentation , I suddenly had high fever (which was why I was hospitalized in the end argh) and I really dunno what to do without them . A few days later , we were suppose to be presenting the learning symposium together too but yours truly was sadly still hospitalized . Although idk how it went but I heard that the feedback was really good and I was really proud of them . CID was my only A subject this year and I’ve this particular sense of pride for this project-based topic . 
The second photo , show the five girls i've been hanging out with for this two whole years . Gosh i must really say we're the weirdest bunch of people and we like always goes in pairs but i guess strength truly come in numbers and a photo look nicer with more people in it ... :p Anyways , from left : Amy , Kellie , Me , Christalle , Gladys and Jiahui . This particular day we all went out to surprise Kellie for her birthday . :) Most of us chose different combi for the next year so ... 
The third photo ishh me and Shumin . I really love her cause no matter how long we never talk or see each other , she always make me feel wanted . Wish i've been there for her more though ... The day of this photo was during the exams period and we went the Jurong library to study together . Every time we hang out together , confirm got moments where we'll be laughing non stop . Still waiting for the day when we'll dress up prettily and go hanging around town :x 
This last photo are people whom i dont really express my love for usually but idk what my life would have been without them . From left : Zi Le , Chuan Rui , Feng Xian , me , Mengying , Sally , Pei Ling and Yi Fei . Other than Sally and Fengxian , the rest are my year 6 seniors who will be leaving RV this year . When i first join band , the first year i've always been mia-ing so i'll start from my year two days . The current year sixes were the then year fours and they've really made me love percussion and made me really proud to be one of them . Personally , i've much gratitude and personal stories with each one of them . Couldnt put to words how much i wish they wont go and how much i wanna thank them and love them . Sally and Fengxian mean alot to me too ... And for the next two years ... I know i wont be able to make it without them ... Anyways , this photo was of our last performance together with the year sixes at the Istana . Gonna miss performing with them ... 
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