like we never had a chance ,
Saturday, November 24, 2012 | 8:15 PM
( i think i've said this before but gah i'll try to phrase it differently this time alright ? ) Why did i name my blog "under the showerhead" ? Yes i'm trying to be cooler than the rest and come up with something different . And it's during the showers in which i get my inspirations , do my reflections and somehow reach a conclusion . There's something about being all by yourself in an enclose space and you'll start thinking about the things that you seldom think about , moments you thought you forgot and people you thought no longer mattered . Like those times when you sit alone on the bus , looking out of the window , listening to songs that remind you of your own stories , your own people , and you try coming up with a different ending , try figuring out why you did that at that time , why you said the things you did .
Yeah of course i'm thinking about people as i said this . I'm always missing someone . Problem ishh , so many people matter to me , so many people whom i want them to be happy , with or without me . But now people say that loyalty or faithful means you cans only have one in your heart . People will think that you're some kind of slut or playboy/girl or greedy whatever-you-call-it ( which i cant come up with any names for now ) if you talk about more than one guy , hang out with more than one clique etc. I wanted to blog about special people agains today . But i know i want to keep these particular people closer to my heart for now . It's like when writing / saying it out , it's like letting them out , letting them go further away from me . I guess keeping it inside will leave the memories more intact , and not let others know what i know about them that they dont . HAH !
And people are too busy to read and understand the writer . So when they come across something that surprised them or that they din knew or which happen to spur their emotions , they jump to conclusions and then all the finger-pointing and name-calling happens . ( yes yes sounds familiar ? ) So everything blew up and after a while , cause it din really matter in the end , it died down , but hey the damage ishh done , someone aint gonna forget what happened . The saddest thing ishh what one say / do / write now , it'll change one day eventually , the way they think i mean . But , perhaps due to " time constraint " (iykwim) , once someone think they know someone , they already had them branded and labelled . But , that's not how life works . ... People shan't be too selfish with second chances ...
Photos were taken when i went *Scape for CIP during National Day and Halloween . Really memorable for both times . I think i mentioned going for it in my blog before but din talk about it in depth ... Anyways , both were very enriching CIPs , actually it felt more like taking part in an event than doing a CIP itself . Though i din get to make new friends like i really hope to , spending time and creating memories with Amy and Jiahui makes it truly memorable . P: Like now whenever someone mention *Scapes or when there's an event related or when i go there , it feels more special now . Like the place itself has a new meaning to me .
During the National Day *Scape CIP , we packed goodie bags , moved stuffs here and there , yeah the usual sai kang stuffs but the memorable thingy was we had an amazing race in town . What's so special about an amazing race you may ask ? well , WE HAD TO SCOOT FROM PLACE TO PLACE ! Imagine ! Being on a scooter running all over town on national day ! I din even remember our various station tasks actually . LOL . But i remember the paisey yet Awesome AA ( Attracting Attention ) feeling when travelling . And the aching muscles when we chiong to Botanic Gardens on a scooter from Orchard .... But it's different . And this ishh a good kind of different , fun and refreshing . And memorable . P: So each time i went Botanic Gardens , i'm like " HEY ! I SCOOTED HERE BEFORE ! " LOL ! And for the Halloween *Scape CIP ... it's actually the first time i'm doing anything for Halloween . All i cans say ishh , i'm a scardy-cat . A TRUE BLUE SCARDY-CAT . But at the same time , i love scaring people . LOL .
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