I am forced by the passing of time, the transition of life stages, and the expectations of society to grow up and to behave like a "grown-up" (whatever that would constitute). But here, I would just be a little childish, a little self-centered, a little irresponsible, a little too honest but also a little too pretentious.

24, and still counting.




Kept all my past posts intact because my past was what made me, me. Deleting them doesn't change who I am so I revisit my memories sometimes, to learn and to laugh at my past mistakes.

(Just kidding, I revert some posts to drafts because I'm utterly embarrassed.)


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So after blogging yesterday , got back the inspiration to blog agains . FOR NOW . Really loving the current blog and twitter layout now . P: so pretty . :D not that i've a fascination for mustache (cant believe i kept tying mustache but each time i'll have to google for the spelling . wait i mean yahoo! the spelling . google ishh too mainstream . ... okays i lied i googled i din yahoo! . .... wait ! that's not the point ! ) anyways , i declare that i've no obsession with flowers or mustaches or anchors . just that they're really pretty , simple icons / symbols that could really do a lot when it comes to designing . :D the point of this paragraph ? .... i'm in love with my blog and twitter and keep looking at it omigosh . :x

Shall talk about my day today . Today went to school ( my how long has it been ! ) to discuss HaCAS (day) camp stuffs with Annie and Nigel and Munwei and Cornelius . Thought it was gonna be awkward at first but thank god Annie was there and it turn out to be really fun in the end ! Realize from experience that the lesser you expect , the more you'll enjoy yourself . And the fun i had today really surprised me too ! :X You know , sometimes on social network and you see all these cliques always hangin together and like having the time of their lives together and stuffs like that ? And then you'll wonder what if you've been in that clique instead , would the girl smiling so brilliantly in that photo be you instead ? Would you be the one knowing all the inside jokes with them and stuffs like that ? We'll always compare . Uhh it's human nature . And when we compare , we'll compete .

Wanted to write an essay about competition and stuffs but after coming up with the title which i wanted it to be called "The Race" , i started thinking about betrayal and tumbling blocks and all kinds of cliche storyline , about how the winner is actually the loser or if you keep trying you'll succeed , which you'd see in Sg channel 8 dramas and suddenly i dont feel like writing anymore ... :/ But i went to do a quick search for inspiration and came across this poem entitled The Race . Like the first verse :) And there's this quote which always comes to my mind whenever i catch myself trying to go too fast , too high . "Life is not a race , do take it slower , hear the music , before the song is over." Somehow i've this feeling if one goes to search , this particular quote will come out somewhere else too :X

Was talking about people who came my house to visit in my previous post . Here's a photo taken which ishh when Alicia came over . Felt that her coming over was like fate ... Cause just so happens that that particular morning , i was feeling emotional so i took out my phone and went through my contacts and decided to write letters for everyone that's at least A4-size paper long . And Alicia , starting with the letter A , was the first on my list . So i wrote for her first . And just when i write finish and was wondering how to pass it to her , she texted and asked if she could come over . GOT THE XING LING XIANG TONG FEELING YOU MEI YOU ?! Anyways , i really feel like we've been through alot together . Knew her since K2 , when i was 6 ... A lot changed since then and well , we reach where we are now together . Awww . Dont be jealous :P

This girl also very special . We have so much which we cans relate too . And in this world , where everybody knows everybody else ( on the surface ) until not anybody can be somebody special to you . Wait i'm like digging a hole for myself to jump into ... what am i saying ... LOL . what i'm trying to say ishh , as many chinese quotes go , " 相识满天下 , 知心能几人 " ( WOAH not bad i neh throw everything back to teacher after HCL O's :D ) You cans have alot of friends , but not all of them will truly understand you . Although of cause we wont get each other every single time but when , well , like when this particular someone walk by and we could give each other the look and we can be like , " !!!! I know whatcha thinkin ..! :P"

Anyways , went to her (Christalle) house de other day (before O's?) . First time tried playing the piano in front of someone else other than my piano teacher . (i think?) Hahhahaa . Damn dui lian . Hahahha . Something special about her house ? NEVER a moment of silence and got heaps of food (idk about the expiry date tho) . LOLLOL . and she probably has got the cutest maid ever . oh and most sociable too . Hahaha . Another special thing i do with Christalle ishh that i'll send her my zilians and ask for comments compliments . LOL though now not that often le cause i've learnt to control my ego :p ( REALLY ! i'm kidding !! ) :x


Started this post with the thought of wanting to enlighten my readers about this "friend" that i've been mentioning but after all the sidetracking and stuffs i realize this post already long enough ... maybe next time bah . When i feel more emotional maybe . Then i would be able to bring out the feelings ... iykwim (if you know what i mean) But nonetheless , i tried my best to have an interesting post and make myself look like i have a life even though i might actually not have one ! :P
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