I am forced by the passing of time, the transition of life stages, and the expectations of society to grow up and to behave like a "grown-up" (whatever that would constitute). But here, I would just be a little childish, a little self-centered, a little irresponsible, a little too honest but also a little too pretentious.

24, and still counting.




Kept all my past posts intact because my past was what made me, me. Deleting them doesn't change who I am so I revisit my memories sometimes, to learn and to laugh at my past mistakes.

(Just kidding, I revert some posts to drafts because I'm utterly embarrassed.)


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And there was my April . Now May ler , this being my very first post using iPad .... p: shall post about lately . Have just watched Avengers with Kellie on 4th May , and Battleship with Fengxian on 27th April and The Vow with my friend on 16th April .... Looking at my organiser , I realize it's one movie one week ! No wonder so fast broke recently :x

Anyways , love all those three movies with Avengers being the least draggy feel , The Vow most emotional and the Battleship most surprisingly good :x Avengers really live up to my expectations though . Didn't know how Amy cans fall asleep watching the 3D one LOL . Oh and just realize I also watched Mirror Mirror with Amy on 6th April and Wrath of the Titans with my friend on 1st April . ...... What have I been doing with my life ....

Anyways recently broke my own rules .... Told myself never to get close to any other rv guys or be intimate with guys younger than me . But here am I out of whatever am I feeling and getting close to guys in rv . From my last relationship , I truly understand what they meant when they say lesser than four months de is just a crush . I learnt that we should never ever ever give it your all before you know for sure . But here I am having another replay of what do they call it ..... Well it's just something like falling , no , make that plunging head first into something that have no certainty ..... What am I doing to you , .... To myself .....

Have been studying recently . P: by studying I meant hanging out in the library making notes . Useful notes I've really . If only I really memorise and study them ! Lawls . Didn't have the I've done my best feeling . And that's my biggest regrets . Haven't been failing papers recently though , but also haven't been doing especially well . Maybe I really a just an average student .... Maybe I should just shift my focus to something else .... What am I going to do in the future , or even just the near future .....

Not that there ain't no hopes ... Recently been signed up to this program under the National Monuments Board through my CID which we're to be like tourist and bring people around our national monuments . But have to go through interviews and all though . Maybe if I cans make it , it'll open up doors to what I cans do in the future . Wont mind a tourist job sia . Anything that allows me to interact with people and see new places and things . What am I really good at though ........



Oh had this worst ever CIP experience ever on 21st April . In the morning before I went had chemistry olympiad at NUS high . Signed up cause I needed the experience of this kind of thingys agains , though it doesn't help in my portfolio or lists of achievements , when I go my jc years to build up my portfolio it'll probably help ? P: and seeing what kind of stuffs others schools are learning is quite enriching too . Though it just dent my ego la . LOL . What am I compared to what's out there .....

About the CIP , was kinda late cause it was in town , then during the whole thing I just couldn't put my heart into it . Idk why ... Most of the CIP I did , always have me this heartening and achievement feelingish thing . But I couldn't feel for this CIP :/ was suppose to go around the streets in town and ask people to write messages on this clipboard for youth-at-risks and ex-youth-convicts . Was group with Amy and christalle and they were great ! But I .... Just wasn't in the mood I guess . Didn't have the push and enthusiasm . Still think I could have done better . What I could have done and achieved instead of .... , all these ....

Met up with jieyin , kelvin one and kenzi recently too . Twice in a month for a first ! The Very last time which I met them long ago was like .... More than two years ago maybe ? :/ anyways went sakae with them for jieyin's birthday and swensens for kelvin's birthday . LOL was late for kelvin's one then they made me solo sing the birthday song . Like damn paisey lor . They still hide their faces some more . Felt like it was the longest song in that moment .... Haish .... But i really missed out on too many past outings . How everyone have changed ! But cans somehow still feel like I know them even after so long p: but we didn't , couldn't hang out together for long cause everyone now busy with their life and all .... :/ What if I've paid more attention to my primary school friends .......

Okays shall end here . Thanks for faithfully checking my blog !! Heehee . Wondered if anyone realize for this I ended every paragraph with "what blahblahblah ....." except for the intro and ending p: next post will probably be about my CCAs , projects / presentations and maybe "friends" .... ?
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