Age is just another number ,
Saturday, March 31, 2012 | 3:04 PM
And March almost passed by without a sound ! Sorry for the lack of posts . Normally when i dont post is not cause i've nothing to say but it's actually cause i've too much to say . :/ I really hate myself for not posting uhh . I know for people who bothered to read ishh just like how i've to wait for each episode of manga to be out . D: anyways , hope my new blog skin looks okays . not exactly proud of it but i think it's the better ones among those i've been searching already . :x
March had been a very ... " interact with people from other parts of South East Asia " month . LOL . Went to Cambodia for OCIP on the second week and had Thai buddies in school for the second last week of the month . Language boundary cans be very frustrating . :/ But nonetheless , still have this very memorable sense of achievement . Feel like i've learnt alot in some ways . Maybe cause i had no expectations . :x
There's nothing more murderous than false hopes ,
The Cambodia trip was an achievement itself . Went there without any close girlfriends or any particular friends . Just realize with friends around you'll feel more safe , like you'll have someone to turn to . So this time , personally , it felt like i was diving into the deep end with no floats ( okays to make matters worse , i dunno how to swim ) . Lawls . So the insecurity i felt , not sure if you cans imagine . But the CIP part was quite worthwhile . Not those hiong type but now i really believe that those less fortunate people we saw on TV ? It's real . It's no joke . But they're not as pitiful as they seem . They have their own pride and their own joy . ... And their own beauty . ( the flowers i held in the photo was given to me by my "kids" in Cambodia ) ... i wonder if they missed me . :x
My term 1 results are horrible . Made it a point to tell NO ONE . NO ONE AT ALL . :X anyways , my most disappointing is probably ... okays there's no most . Just plain disappointed in my languages . It used to be my strength , nothing to worry about . But i realize , like my height , it has reached it's peak and have stayed stagnant since i'm about p5 , p6 . And i've never been pushing myself , thinking , aiya cans de la . But now i'm scared it's just gonna be too little , too late . :/
Just now had band in the morning , then Ms Chan was telling us to focus ( agains ) and jut think about how to make the sound better , how to play together . Then suddenly i was think about CID , thinking about the upcoming english essay test . Lawls stress much . CID de PI ( something like a report ) had full marks and i really wanna maintain that . It's my only good subject ! D: Couldn't enjoy during band also thanks to cramps . Recently keep thinking whether it's better being a guy or a girl . Guy de NAPFA test super hard to pass sia . Their pass ishh us girls' A ! ... How did i digress from band until start talking about NAPFA .... ._.
P.S. none of the photos has been edited ! surprised by my beauty ? I know :( LOL KIDDING .
As i promised , i will now talk about you sin . :P ... This aint as easy as i thought . LOL . Kays . Maybe i'll start with something good . Hmmmm ... I'm jealous about .... Your leadership participation in RV . If that's the way to phrase it . P: You've been to the past two AYLC right ? And went through quite a few orientations and run for house com . I've always loved to take part in such activities but then in RV it just seems so complicated to me that i've given up even trying . That's a few points for attitude but i think i'm gonna deduct those points when it comes to other areas . But then who am i to judge , i dont evem know you that well ! :x ( ... which ishh not easy for me to post about you . LOL neh once go out at all together some more , making this even more challenging )
Sians . I kinda miss Gladys . LOL . Last time hang out with her more often but this month like very little . I went Cambodia she went Taiwan , then holidays only last day then meet up then when school reopen , i was entertaining my Thai buddies then neglected her . D: Already very little friends later lose some more jiu no more friends ler . :/ Speaking of friends , recently been hanging out with Fengxian more often , the only Bukitviewen who went with me to RV . ( think i just mentioned about him in my previous posts too . Aiseh my number of friends so little . D: )
But apparently it's kinda weird cause he's a guy and in RV , when you see guy and girl together people will just assume , ah couple . SIAN . Y TAT NO HAPPEN WHEN I WALKING WITH GOOD LOOKING SENIORS ?! LOL . Anyways , Fengxian damn weird . For the record , i've accompanied him to buy shampoo , washing powder , and last night was pillow . LOL . Other people go out together buy clothes , accessories , bags , or stationary he go out buy ... did i i mention he bought ironing board when he went out with Joshua once before ? O.O But i think Fengxian really change a lot and for the better since when i just know him . More mature ler i guess . About time i grow up too . ... Am i ? Am i grown up ? Can i not ?
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