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because it ain't necessarily so
Foreword.


I am forced by the passing of time, the transition of life stages, and the expectations of society to grow up and to behave like a "grown-up" (whatever that would constitute). But here, I would just be a little childish, a little self-centered, a little irresponsible, a little too honest but also a little too pretentious.

24, and still counting.



Flashback.

Kept all my past posts intact because my past was what made me, me. Deleting them doesn't change who I am so I revisit my memories sometimes, to learn and to laugh at my past mistakes.

(Just kidding, I revert some posts to drafts because I'm utterly embarrassed.)


January 2011
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Isn't it my turn to be loved ?
Sunday, February 19, 2012 | 11:02 AM



"OH MY GOD PEOPLE
I have (unknowingly) been on hiatus, ok I don't even know if that makes sense but I really didn't realize I have not been blogging." – T.SHIJING

Without realizing it, it’s now nearing the end of another month ( February ) . Haven’t been blogging cause there’s just too much too say and like what my Chinese teacher told me , I cans be quite messy when it comes to my thoughts . Which ishh why I cant write lun wen D: I’ll just write whatever that’s on my mind then never sort it out properly . But the more I don’t blog I think the worse it’ll get luh uhh . Maybe I’ll just update a few stuffs here and there .

This year , my new year was spent very differently from previous years . Maybe cause this year new year come so early , and it’s over the weekend with little holidays so I spend most of it in Singapore . Or else I’d be in Malaysia . But anyways , this year my dad went over to china during this period so I had more freedom . Went to visit quite a few people’s house including my maths teacher and year 1 and 2 Chinese cum form teacher . Spending it for the first time with friends rather than family , I’d really love to do it agains next year …. Gosh . How I love dressing up and going out . :/

Have been really considering my future . Given the chance , maybe I’ll transfer to NJC next year . ( Hopefully my results cans make it ) I don’t want my JC experience to be ruin by RV :/ Really need a change of environment . Actually I’ve always wanted to go Hwa Chong JC but after 4 years of Chinese schooling , it’s exhausting . If I cans leave I guess the only regret I will have ishh not leaving any legacy behind ( I bet even if I stay in RV till year 6 also no legacy . )

Oh have I been telling anyone ? My whole life ishh like about band now . LOL . Monday after school go out , Tuesday after school got junior band , Wednesday after school senior band , Thursday after school junior band sectionals , Friday after school junior band then senior band , Saturday day morning either junior band tutor or senior band combines . And then having all these admin stuffs that makes my head hurts . D: ( Side track abit , a lot people now falling sick . Class nowadays don’t really have full attendance . I think I really falling sick . Hopefully ishh on the day which have RV literature test . Next day chemistry test some more . ) … Band has been really making my hair drop more . On the up side , band going Taiwan in june ! /likeaboss


Test week now . Having enough stress already . So I tell myself , this time I wont bother so much about pleasing everyone . It’s one thing to make others happy , and it’s another thing to always give in to others and putting them before yourself . No I not so wei da tyvm (: So now if people give me attitude or black face I wont think twice about returning the favour . How would you feel if you have to face people giving you attitude all the time ? Okays maybe giving back the same mean treatment ishh too guo fen . Maybe I should just avoid this kind of people so that my hair will stay on my head and my smile will remind on my face . P:

Somehow couldn't sleep last night . But I couldn't study either . Head was like bursting but yet I cant settle down . In the end tried listening to 933 or was it 987FM . LOL yeah I couldn't remember if I heard some chinese songs or english songs . But I remember thinking “ wa the girl de vocals very sweet and nice “ . LOL . And apparently listening to the radio on mp4 ishh a great mistake cause my temperature like 37.8 now . Fever come on Tuesday only cans ?! Tuesday got maths test ): Tuesday got band . ):

Oh yeah , going Cambodia during Explorers and Connectors (E&C) week . Around 5th to 9th march . So glad I don’t have to stay in Singapore . Last time E&C week was so much more fun . ( With agreement from my Year 6 seniors ) Cans still remember the Chanbara in year 2 . Lawls . Dunno what’s happening to the school’s organisation now . Always say will have cool things but now no more cool things . ... Okays i just lost the inspiration to blog agains . Till next time then . :)


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