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because it ain't necessarily so
Foreword.


I am forced by the passing of time, the transition of life stages, and the expectations of society to grow up and to behave like a "grown-up" (whatever that would constitute). But here, I would just be a little childish, a little self-centered, a little irresponsible, a little too honest but also a little too pretentious.

24, and still counting.



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Kept all my past posts intact because my past was what made me, me. Deleting them doesn't change who I am so I revisit my memories sometimes, to learn and to laugh at my past mistakes.

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And they thought they couldn't make it .
Wednesday, October 12, 2011 | 9:56 PM



Rmb the dance I was oh so worried about in my previous posts ? Yeah well it was today and it was over . And surprise surprise . I'm sad . I really missed it . Damn . Couldn’t believe I was thinking about how to get an MC today last week . How to get out of it . But now , I just wish I could relive the moment on stage . Relive the moment I had practising with my mates . Actually felt kinda empty after school today . Not having the practices . Lawls . I miss my dance mates . Rousha , Danni , Yinyee , Ziqian , Burrows (yes a guy have this name . still find it unbelievable yo . :P ) , Chester and Edwin . (L) ( Okays and Kahkit but he just avoid me throughout and I’ve no need to share with everyone what a horrible company I was that he have to avoid me . )

I miss having that exhilarating moment when I run and exhibit my moves . ( although I have to complain how my body felt like the time when it’s after NAPFA , ACHING ALL OVER TYVM T.T ) I miss how much i've enjoyed myself while dancing . I really really had fun . Although ppl kept telling me I was smiling until very plastic (cause it was so wide perhaps ? ) and spastic throughout the whole thing , I was really having fun . I just couldn’t stop smiling cause I was enjoying myself that much . Feeling so good about the whole damn thing .

(Dedications to the mates yo . though I don’t think you’ll ever see but nvms . keep for the memories . (Y) ) Okays . And here goes the credit . Rousha and Yinyee for redo-ing the cheography thingy . Edwin , for the solo , not everyone would have just take up the job but you tried and I think ..... it was a bit fail but it was great too at the same time cause , well , think about it . Who else will dare to throw their face like that yo ! :P hahahha kidding . Rousha . for taking the patience to go through every step with the slower learners . Ziqian , for letting me GL you , for putting in so much effort with burrows and chester and Danni . And kahkit , for cooperating till the last moment . I know how much you dun wanna do this , how much you felt out of place . It’s not about who looked the best , but who put in the most effort and who kept us together . I still rmb how at the first of the year , how sad I was that I wasn’t put into the same group as my friends . But I’ve so much fun now , I really regretted not cherishing time with you all . LOL ! Why not let’s join a dance competition yo . For the fun of it . hahahahha . :P And rousha cans scream at us for the rest of the time and we just dance around like running a marathon . :P But I had the best of fun which I never thought possible . Thank you all so much omg . One of my favourite memory ever . (L)

Speaking of favourite memories , must totally write down something that I don’t wanna forget . :x Was hiding in some corner with Nico (L) just now , then suddenly got some scrapping sound from somewhere then I was like asking him what was that ? then he said “my stomach” then immediately , right after that , there was a loud BOOM (hahahahah . talk about timing yo :P ) then we look at each other and he said , that’s also my stomach . :] hahahah . okays fine . it doesn’t sound funny when put into words , it’s just one of those you-have-to-be-there-to-get-the-joke moments ! Anyways , imprinted it into my mind ler . Years on I’ll look back , read this , rmb , and laugh agains . hahah I know I will . :x Me and my sense of TALL TALL humour ( inside joke ) ♥



Oh yeah . went out with Manying (okays wtf that looks plain weird LOL) that’s Amy(L)’s Chinese name btw . hahahah ppl I know have weird chi name ( right yong yuan ? :P ) Anyways , went to Vivo with Amy . Argh . Wanted to watch movie but de timing sucked . And we wasted like dunno how long at the counter seeing different movie and their storyline and wasting the time of the woman who served us . :x In de end went to walked around . Went to minitoons buy sweets , then went to eat at KFC . LOL ! I forgot what we were talking about but talked like damn much about damn random stuffs . ( like the chicken now getting smaller . LMAO wth . like some chao auntie counting every miserable cents . ) :X

Then went to Skypark . Hahahha . Met some kids playing with the water . And they were like kept trying to splash us with the water . I wouldn’t have mind had I not been in Pinafore and those kids got those .. you know … potentially-grow-up-will-be-like-ah-beng-kinda face . arghhh *shudder* Attempted to sun tan with her . Epic fail . :x anyways , it was like one of the most carefree days ever . You know those stories about ppl in the fiction stories , how the people just sit at the cafe and watch the world go by ? Yeah . Felt like i have the time to do anything i wanna do in the world sia . .... But then ... Reality strikes and suddenly rmb sth called curfew . T.T

Anyways , today was quite interesting in school other than dance . Morning had this financial talk . And compared to other classes i think we were lucky . They were like having theory then we played this game like monopoly but much harder . Involving stocks , insurance and living saving etc. Had a big regret though . Was too high about the whole damn thing that i forgot to keep myself in check . Anyhow screaming here and shouting there and forgot about the other ppl and was too involved with myself . Argh . I hate it when i kinda lose self-control . It's like painting a picture of abstract art then in de end you forgot your theme ; like playing a round of chess and at the climax , you forgot your moves and how you got there ; like getting judged by people and then there's nothing you cans do . When i lose self-control , i lose my sense of direction and i just kept sprinting forward like a mad bull going at the red cloth and in de end get laughed at .

And it was alicia's birthday on 10th October . It's really saddening . Rmb that after graduating from pri school , we promised each other that even if we cant meet often , we will celebrate each other's birthday every year . Then every year , my birthday gets celebrated cause that period was the least busy . But then de others of Th5 din really have a proper celebration as compared to me . :/ Cause when we get together , we put in our hearts , the best memory we could ever have compared to a touching sms over the phone or a loving post on an FB wall or a blog dedication . Okays fine . I really wanna go out play . Esp with stupid sn and jy . You two see each other every day . i see you two like .... every blue moon ? T.T

Okays . long post . Ah but one last thing before i go . Wanna post about my granny . Cause i wanna post about things that i wanna rmb and here goes ... Me soaking feet in hot water with my granny , brother and aunt in the living room . ♥ Steaming hot love yo . (L) My granny reminds me of a child . Just with a more frail and aged body . But she's cute like that and i always reprimand myself for not cherishing my time with her but i just get so tired after a long day at school that i din really interact with her as much as i want to . Haish . .... Damn . Just rmb something that made me miss her more . She's very huggable . :x Oh her birthday in January too . hahah Capricorn like me . (Y) And there goes me trying to act cute . :x


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