the look upon your face ,
Wednesday, August 17, 2011 | 11:38 PM
I've always believed that when a girl ishh in love , she'll look prettier than usual . And probably it's because of the vibrant joy and love coming out from her . And everything somehow just seems to be "better than usual" . Hahah . Yesh i think i look very pretty recently , happy ? :P Got back quite alot of papers back this few days . No results that made me exceptionally happy or proud but really glad that i passed all . Now waiting for maths and Scs ( S'pore Comparative Studies . Normal schools call it Social Studies ) de papers back . Let me pass please . Those two are like , the most stressing ones . * cross fingers , cross toes , cross arms , cross knees , cross anywhere possible * P: !
Been out after school agains yesterday . Out to Bugis . P: Supposedly suppose to go to Kallang stadium to support the school softball team being able to make it to the national finals . A first for RV to send the whole school there to support a sports team . And it's still pretty unimaginable personally . Knowing the common RV attitude and thinking about the RV population , whole school go Kallang there together .... *shivers* :x Anyways , the class guys all cheaters . All say what aiya nvms pon la . End up most of them all go together . ._.
Exams over . Suddenly like a lot of project works . :/ Always very reluctant and unmotivated when it comes to doing project work . Especially if ishh doing group work . Lawls . Maybe cause i dont really work well with others in a group ? Cause personally , i like to know what i'm doing , the overall plan , the long run , the final achievement etc. But when it comes to group work , we're talking about having different people working together , different views , different working styles , and sometimes , maybe because of all these differences that i've no control over , i even feel like i've lost control of myself . :( For we have no control over others , how they think , how they feel , what they wanna do . And we cans only change , how we feel towards it .
Had sexuality talk in school during Champs agains today . Seems like a must have for every year . This year focused more on STI and HIV , all the sexually transmitted diseases . Their objective ishh probably to make us more aware of what are the consequences but in a way it seems like they're trying to scare us . :x Like , " Do it ! Muhahahaha , you're screwed ! " O: ! Teacher also highlight the consequences of being engaged in BGR in RV during morning assembly . Lawls . And suddenly starts to get paranoid about being spotted engaging in whatever they deem inappropriate . :/
But compared to before , me recently really feeling much much better ( mentally ) . :x Because when i think about you , suddenly my mouth just go :D . Then i think of how good you look and i couldn't help but feel amazed that i somehow manage to sweep you off your feet . For you could have anyone but you chose me . But after a while i'll start feeling like i'm not good enough for you and tried to distance and detach myself , so that it doesn't matter that much to me . But you start doing all these sweet things that only you cans manage to do and i couldn't reject you at all . :( Haish . I need your hug now .
` But if you plan to make me yours , make that plan of yours a lifetime long .
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