someone better ,
Tuesday, May 3, 2011 | 9:00 PM
Quite happening recently . :) Saturday had this Fujian briefing in the morning , gonna be sharing room with Isabelle (L) for the china trip ! *punches hands into the air* Anyways , she came to my house after the briefing then we went over to her house with Lijun and Edina to celebrate Lijun's birthday . Although it wasn't much of a celebration , it was the time spent tgt that counts . I forgot it was this easy to talk to people . I wish things are always like this with everyone . :/
Anyways , watch Black Swan , yes that long ago movie which ishh M18 de , at Isabelle's house . No wonder Natalie Portman won an Oscar . The storyline ishh kind of pathetic , but the character she brought out made all the difference , made the show worth watching . Though i din learn much from the show , and the way we skip alot of parts made it very confusing , it made me see much more into split personality . ( Good for my future studies in psychology . LOL . ) And no wonder it's M18 , if not for my matured mind (kidding) , i would be having nightmares by now . :X But anyways , it's a beautiful show with beautiful people and beautiful dances . Ah and beautiful clothes . HEE .
Went out with my mum on Sunday . Had this sudden horrible indifference out of nowhere in the middle of the so call outing . Normally i go out , i'll have this mad urge to go see the clothes , try to make my mum to buy some new shoes or bags for me , or go try on some accessories , or even going to some bookshop to read and persuade my mum to get me a new novel . But no . None of that happen yesterday and it felt very scary not knowing where your cravings go and wanting nothing in life all of a sudden . It's all that none-of-these-matters-anymore feeling all over agains . And that ishh when i know i've crossed and mix up the line of life and death . Idk how to put it into the right words sia .
But nvms , it's over ler . For now anyways . Now that i got a ear hole , i've new cravings (for earrings) ler . Dang . There goes another portion of my money . Speaking of earrings , went out alone to get one or two today . Yeah , alone . Pretty amazing if i say so myself . I always have this fear / hatred for crowds , and i need my friends around me to sustain that uncomfortable feeling in the crowd . Seems like i've pretty much overcome it today . And this year , i somehow seem to have done quite a lot of public speaking . Which i felt a lot of cheng jiu gan after . :D
` Stop saying things you dont mean . Dont be like me .
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