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because it ain't necessarily so
Foreword.


I am forced by the passing of time, the transition of life stages, and the expectations of society to grow up and to behave like a "grown-up" (whatever that would constitute). But here, I would just be a little childish, a little self-centered, a little irresponsible, a little too honest but also a little too pretentious.

24, and still counting.



Flashback.

Kept all my past posts intact because my past was what made me, me. Deleting them doesn't change who I am so I revisit my memories sometimes, to learn and to laugh at my past mistakes.

(Just kidding, I revert some posts to drafts because I'm utterly embarrassed.)


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I've always gave you everything ,
Wednesday, April 6, 2011 | 10:01 PM



I wasn't sure of what i'm doing , yet i've manage to get through it all .
My legs were shaking , my cramps hurting , yet i've got the appaluse i wanted in the end .
I thought i'll break before the week even begin , yet i'm feeling better and better alr .
And i want to thank the people who in one way or another helped me get through it all better than i expected this week .
Gladys (L) for putting up with my numerous mood swings , Kellie (L) , Amy (L) , Jia Hui (L) , Yilong (L) for talking to me (HAHAHHA Jokers) , Sally (L) , Sarah (L) , Mr Chan (L) it wont be possible without your support and guidance , and of cause , Baby (L) , i could never have done it without your being there for me , especially when everything hurts so much and you just let me whine and whine , ♥

It has been like a mad race week (and i'm not even near the weekend) . It was like running a never-ending marathon and today being that moment in which i cans slow down and catch my breath . It feels good , to look back and see the distance i've covered within the past two days and today . Monday , i had my physics test and NAPFA 2.4km , Tues was geog test , today i had my IU day quiz event and it all went better than expected . I worked harder than usual , slept later than usual , woke up earlier than usual (to go for band in the morning) and felt more breathless than usual , but it was all worth it . Really , when i heard how the year 3s cheered when i was standing on the stage being the MC , i concluded that it was all worth it . And i enjoyed that tear of joy , :D

Finally had my new spectacles . Eyes hurt lesser than usual . Though i kinda regret changing frames now cause everyone (including me, currently) prefer that unique black and orange glasses . :X But wearing this new specs made me feel more mature , and i had that feeling i had back then when i cut off my long hair . When i made up my mind about growing up , about settling down , about some stuffs . IDK if it'll be just another fleeting decision , but i feel different already .

You'll never know how happy i felt when you said that you would cherish me more . You'll never know what it's like , finally getting something you want after waiting for so long . ♥

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